THIS IS WHAT I HATE THE MOST. HATES, DISLIKES OR WHATEVER. WHY??THIS IS NOT OCCURRING NOW BUT IVE SEEN IT WITH MY OWN EYES, HEARD WITH MY OWN EARS
MUM;
WHY ARE YOU NAGGING AT ME FOR NOTHING? ALL I KNOW MAYBE I MAY BE PARTIALLY WRONG BUT WHY YOU KEEP NAGGING? EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT. I CANT BE PERFECT! WHY YOU DONT WNA LET MY OWN AUNTIE, YOUR SISTER-IN-LAW KNOW THAT YOU JUST WANT ME HOME TO GO TO JB????WHY?I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND..
DAD;
WHY MUST YOU REPLY/ANSWER ME IN SUCH A TONE THIS DAYS?! LIKE YOURE PICKING UP A FIGHT. I EVEN ASKED YOU NICELY.
BROTHER;
YOURE MY BROTHER, BUT WHY YOU KEEP GOING BACK LATE & SOMETIMES NOT GOING BACK HOME?
SISTER;
YOUVE CHANGED SO FAR, IN GOOD TERMS BUT I STILL FEEL PUSHED WHEN YOURE LIKE WHAT ''PMS'' JUST BECAUSE YOU FOUGHT WITH YOUR BF? SHOWING ME ATTITUDE & STUFF..
I REALLY DONT FEEL THAT MUCH LOVED ANYMORE. I MISS MY OTHER FAMILY, THEY RAISED ME, MUM. THEY RAISED ME UP TILL I WAS BIG ENOUGH TO THINK CAREFULLY. THEY RAISED ME COS YOU MUM, GOTTA WORK.
I miss my uncle, who passed away exactly 3 days before my birthday. I missed my brother whom i didnt get to meet, which he passed away even before i was born. Muhd Fadhli, my late brother..why must you go?even when i wasnt born yet?why...My uncle, whom i really loved, who always loved to eat rice with lots of curry chicken, who always made me laugh, made me feel in the mood to be happy.
THESE IS HORRIBLE..
i need strength from you, Abang Fadhli..IMY
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