ugh, why do i feel so depressed,
why am i suddenly being pressed?
IDK, now for a chocolate bar?
i'd say yes.
i feel pressured,
idk, whether it's good or bad,
it's all still assured,
that you're outta my head.
Just got back from soccer match between the Express and the NA of sec four. I only made it till half-time and i cant focus in the game attentively cos uhmm, my heart failed on me again, making me having the difficulty to breathe. My heart was pumping fast, kinda vigorously though. Ugghhh, i really hate this. yeah, told the others i really cannot make it for the whole match. i just sat down somewhere near the canteen and took out my boots slowly and in that second, i was feeling ominous. Thoughts like "should i just "retire" from soccer because of this?" and, "why am i the one having these problems?", came racing into my mind . idk why, but this is scaring me. i know i have strength to help people, but i really dont have much strength to just bring myself up. Headache and kinda drowsy now, cos i just took my medicine. But these people below like an en famille, never fail to cheer me up with hilarious jokes and funny ideas. & these photos are me showing my gratitude to them, all edited of photos from Family Day.
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