Lions | Tigers | Bears

2009-11-30T18:19:00.012+08:00

It is virtue, virtue, which both creates and preserves friendship. On it depends harmony of interest, permanence, fidelity. - Cicero

And so,i ended the full 17 days of working at an event - Kittylab,yesterday with an empty heart. In just 17 days, the friends we made are unforgettable.Cause we cant shake hands with a clenched fist, and teamwork was needed for a successful and on-going event. Laughters and tears that we create and shed on every single of our working days are valuable especially on our last day. Cheers for the staff, every single moment is unforgettable. Our hard work paid off when knowing that more than a thousand customers came on one of the days; probably a record for the event here in sg. Last but not least, we cannot forget abt a joke that still sticks in our head - "nak bau darah aku?". lots of love and cheers from the-bronze-headed-guy-who-Murale-love-to-call, Fauzi. Keep in touch everyone.

defects of being electrified

2009-10-30T18:18:00.004+08:00

stars hide between spaces,

suns hide behind planets,

soon we'll find out it's empty,

leaving behind nothing but scars,

and stars.

electrified, frenzied, enlivened. idk why, although totally not looking forward for upcoming conquer O's. heard that Mrs Tragic-Lion is coming back. dead meat, throw in the towel! or are we going to?

allay this

2009-10-20T20:27:00.003+08:00

"some we hate;or antipathy, but they came in with a helping hand in a way or another-always."

-self

Hier ist die Natur

2009-10-19T15:38:00.003+08:00

"are we proficient enough?"

EXAMS are officially OVER. that is a week ago.muahahaha. free?free?tsk, idontknow. had jalan raya with schmates last wednesday(i know i should have posted this some time ago,but i have not updating this blog after being hiatus[mcm paham],so, im updating,posting almost evrth on the past few days)had lots of fun, especially throwing mr.muscular-sporty-who-lost-70-bucks-just-like-that(EHEM,haha) into the pool. planned to push him entirely into the pool,but failed,but still half-drenched is still good.gerek perrr.ohh, and also playing w sparklers and took photos at a playground which was already like what,11+pm?lazy to post photos,since all are @ FB posted by mr. muscular-sporty himself.

blablabla..

saturday & sunday was spent @ aunt's hse. unfortunately,one of my cousins had to go home,so i spent the night with other two cousins. went cycling from amk to ecp that took us approx. 4 hours for back&forth trips. sunday,had soccer per normal then head back to aunt's hse & my cousin arrived.then blablabla..

today's Monday,have to head home since there's sch tmr=boring.

tired of typing,ciaooo.

triangle herd

2009-09-26T19:37:00.012+08:00

They applaud the comedy is over,

we laugh the fight begins.

we whisper in the middle,

they shout when they piddle.

now comes the mystery..

are we pretending?

big whispers. it's the raya week. i hate today. credits to salah bantal, neck is aching like hell. i cannot even turn my head to the left & if i want to, i have to turn & talk to people like Batman, except the voice la obviously. now headache. this really sucks. & sorry for the lack of updating to whoever who reads this dullsville.

vile lies, to save lives

2009-09-02T17:46:00.005+08:00

dead, dead,

tried to reach you,

dead, bloody red,

now, don't rue.

alive, alive,

we did thrive,

for am not sure,

cos we're now immured.

but,oh we did live,

cos earth is ours to hold,

though we need the cure,

to weld this hole.

got quite some nap aft school, heheh. MTL prelim really suck big time, although was doable. Had two hours yet i took 1 hour for letter and the other hour for compo. so unexcited for the results obviously. just hoping that tomorrow's paper 2 will be better. approx. just another hour to go now!

spontaneous emission

2009-08-27T15:32:00.001+08:00

today was okay, really thought had SSRP for SS, but..

no.

Had some summary plus reliability skills workshit.

blablabla, totally frenzied now. PE tmr, yayy.

& now, i have to write smth as a tribute to my subject teachers on some website that i forgot.

Teacher's day on Monday, & the next day = waking up late.

Light Painting

2009-08-26T16:56:00.001+08:00

eye-en-man

2009-08-22T15:44:00.004+08:00

So...

who's up for Iron Man 2,next year?

Kawabanggaaaaa!

nature pyro

2009-08-22T13:09:00.004+08:00

firefly, firefly

meets the honeybee,

with words that wry,

just be as happy.

fire,

was set ablaze,

"why the sad face, Sire?"

"let's turn a new phase",

said the liar.

writing poems just to kill time, huhehoha, it's the fasting month. Time sure flies past so fast. Im so exult, to those who know why. Mwahahahahaha! k bye readers!

imissmyraaa~

eerie-teteng

2009-08-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

today was boring, or mundane people would say it. at least there's no maths lesson & maybe tmr as well? woohoo? i hate geog, the pms teacher who kinda like to scream as if she has a tiny squeaky voice. got chem & geog tests back today, and yay, i failed. just as i expected. i need more songs, i miss myraa and i wna see this world change into mutants, or superhumans.hahah.zap here & there. & its 2009, if youre 16, have you ever imagined how the world is gna be when you're like 30/40+? like in 2030? i wna see flying cars and flying people. hahah,that caught me thinking during physics lesson.

gasping gases, whispering guesses

2009-08-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

"In life, YOU will realise that there is a purpose for every person YOU meet.
Some are there to test YOU, some will use YOU, some will teach YOU & some will bring out the best in YOU.
Some may cause YOU pain but YOU'LL learn to move on.
So let go of the people who don't treat YOU right & hold on to those who love YOU and see YOUR worth."

This is YOUR maze.

2009-08-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

today's quite a bore but Flyboys kinda opened my eyes with interest. war movies syiokkk i tell you especially gunfights just like SPR, but Flyboys caught my interest as of its plane fights or better known as dogfights. Was surprised James Franco of the Green Goblin from Spider-man 3 appeared as the main character, Blaine Rawlings, who fell in love with Lucienne, saved his pilot mate, a hero. heha-fvcking-ho, Flyboys get 4/5 to my liking. & Ahmad, i hope you get your sony alrd. either one. but i prefer you get the A200 though^^but still up to you. I'm so not ready tmr. fvck sch, esp DC and sim card.

Anw, yest went out w my dear myraaaa, went to watch fireworks from Marina which is packed. and i thought i saw Ahmad but he wasnt even there, then her friends called, then trained to Marina Bay, supposedly we wanted to go Marina Barrage but since her friends say people are leaving,we just stayed at Marina Bay station and think to where our next destination would be. Ended up at Yishun, ate LJS then i went hme while myra met her friends. Reached hme at 10.50 or so, & that's when im restless.phew.gdnight readers.

2009-07-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

im liking this!

haha & absolutelyyyy this!

2009-07-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

They might be watching this tmr :( my pockets are 3/4 empty, left with only for school. pathetic.boring.i'll watch at home^^or just wait for the dvd-.- I've still yet to watch Hairy Potter, which they say the movie is hanging but i still am gna find out how good is it anw. && G.I Joe^^

2009-07-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

im bored.i hate school.i like my friends.i hate studying.i wna slp.

2009-07-24T22:58:00.006+08:00

muahahaha, its been a looooooooooooooong time. lazzzyyyyy ah. thats why. haha,anw, today met myraaaaaa and studied at yishun library till 8+ when mum called that my parents are going out to replace the current car battery since it's giving problems, then,

once reached home, mum called asking what i want for dinner, so i just suggest any food that my dad wants to eat and he chooses Spring chicken. so now, stomach is obviously grumbling, still waiting for parents arrival. imhungryimhungryimhungryimhungry.

shift and tilt

2009-06-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

muahahaha, since its been a long time ive updated, & its all due to LAZINESS. yeahyeah yada yada doodoo.im even lazy now. but heck, im blogging now-.- nyehh,due to boredom,im just gna post photos of an effect called the tilt-shift effect, also known as the effect for miniature-toys-like photos. okay;

If you wna have a better view of these photos, just click "My flickr" link. and to those photography-enthusiasts, you may want to check out kliqueimages.com(or even join us!), its where i call it "my type of forum". and outing with TEK on wednesdayyyyyyyyy! and that obviously mean=snap,snap,click,click the shutter button^^

ps: its a malay community of photographers of both Singapore and Malaysia, where they share,comment & critique each other photographs.(kinda something like CS[clubsnap] )

have a good-fun-happiest-enjoyable-exquisite-phenomenal day!and sorry for the lack of updates(lazyyy ah)

2009-05-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

now,THIS IS WHERE I GO,"MYRAAAAAAAAAA!" hahaha,yeah,she drives me crazy at times with her experiences through daily life and jokes. She inspires me toooooooo! From having mind-changing-problem-solving to writing and composing songs. This photo aboooove, was while during she's having long hairrr but now, it's shortttt:( but i dont mindddd^^im patient to wait for her hair to growwwww^^ she has talent,if you readers are wondering, well, she can really sing and her drawings of horses.yeahhh, i saw those drawings. but too bad i dont have any images of her drawings since her drawings are for the upcoming N levels. She's like this drug that can just make you go," HEHEHOHOHO BAHAAHAHAHA!". you know what i mean?she's been there for mee for sooooo long and i really owe her. From bits and pieces, she can really help me putting the puzzle back together. & she taught me something so valuable, that faithfulness that counts, the emotions and hatred you control and all was that simple when i actually took 256778880955413 laps to just go to this right path. It's just the matter of how you think. & she's the one who makes me wna go like smashing guitar riffs into the earth core cos she's the one girl i know that's fun to be with where you can be crazy all you wantt, although there are limits to it.

MD,Putra

2009-05-12T19:26:00.007+08:00

Freaking exams has kept me busy. so yeahhh, finally, some time to update. I wna update on last Friday, where it was THE DAY just for my mum. Once i reached home on that day, my sister ask to tag along to "spent time" with my momma. From her eyes, i could see some surprise she would wna give, & so i just have a quick shower and get ready. While bus-riding, sister surprised mum, saying,"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOUUUUU, we're going to SEOUL GARDEN(with her eyebrows raised)". In fact, i was surprised too cos ive been longing to eat at SG. & boy, i sure ate alot than both of them(GLEEEEEEE siol) and there i noticed, my tummy, bloated or Boncit(boncet or bonchet) i suppose. sure lots of Fats, Carbo and Proteins!

then sister took photos :D

My-1.5m -plusplus-tall-momma-who-i-always-tease :D

Alright, next! i wna welcome a new member of the family!The name's Putra(Pee-You-Tee-Are-Eh) cute little kitty^^ well, i-cant-fucking-wait for this gruesome-evil-torturing exams to be OHH-VERRR!so by this weekend i can pay a visit to AMK, for Putraaaaa!here are some of the photos taken by my cousin that i would love to share^^

i loooove the last one^^hahaha, its like,"Hands up!dont move!just close your eyes!"hahahaha,okay lame-.-

&& just listen to my blog song: Everlong by Foo Fighters LIVE.i looove this band, and by listening to the crowd cheering and imagining their standing ovation, it really gives the goosebumps on your arms^^ to me,it does^^

2009-04-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I HATE THE MOST. HATES, DISLIKES OR WHATEVER. WHY??THIS IS NOT OCCURRING NOW BUT IVE SEEN IT WITH MY OWN EYES, HEARD WITH MY OWN EARS

MUM;

WHY ARE YOU NAGGING AT ME FOR NOTHING? ALL I KNOW MAYBE I MAY BE PARTIALLY WRONG BUT WHY YOU KEEP NAGGING? EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT. I CANT BE PERFECT! WHY YOU DONT WNA LET MY OWN AUNTIE, YOUR SISTER-IN-LAW KNOW THAT YOU JUST WANT ME HOME TO GO TO JB????WHY?I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND..

DAD;

WHY MUST YOU REPLY/ANSWER ME IN SUCH A TONE THIS DAYS?! LIKE YOURE PICKING UP A FIGHT. I EVEN ASKED YOU NICELY.

BROTHER;

YOURE MY BROTHER, BUT WHY YOU KEEP GOING BACK LATE & SOMETIMES NOT GOING BACK HOME?

SISTER;

YOUVE CHANGED SO FAR, IN GOOD TERMS BUT I STILL FEEL PUSHED WHEN YOURE LIKE WHAT ''PMS'' JUST BECAUSE YOU FOUGHT WITH YOUR BF? SHOWING ME ATTITUDE & STUFF..

I REALLY DONT FEEL THAT MUCH LOVED ANYMORE. I MISS MY OTHER FAMILY, THEY RAISED ME, MUM. THEY RAISED ME UP TILL I WAS BIG ENOUGH TO THINK CAREFULLY. THEY RAISED ME COS YOU MUM, GOTTA WORK.

I miss my uncle, who passed away exactly 3 days before my birthday. I missed my brother whom i didnt get to meet, which he passed away even before i was born. Muhd Fadhli, my late brother..why must you go?even when i wasnt born yet?why...My uncle, whom i really loved, who always loved to eat rice with lots of curry chicken, who always made me laugh, made me feel in the mood to be happy.

THESE IS HORRIBLE..

i need strength from you, Abang Fadhli..IMY

boring, cravings, TOTAL INSPIRATION.

2009-04-27T19:41:00.006+08:00

soooo, exams are comingggg. this sucks. mug and mug and mug..parents nagging here and there. I cant find some peace of mind now and then. Seems like evrthing is settling down, like, i mean im not able to do what i want, cos something just keeps bugging me. No, not ghost or any such spirits anymore but, i just cant have a clear mind what i wna do. maybe thinking about this is keeping me long-faced, worried(i dont know the hell why im worried) most of the time. I need some shooting star just passing right in front of me now, so i can just wish. and i would just wish," I wish my wish would never end". KABOOM, KAPOW, KABEEEFFF or whatever effects and my wish was fulfilled. I have so much cravings yet i only get to save like 12 to 15 bucks at most? C'mon Fauzi, get yourself up, need new stuffs, new camera,hopefully a D700, D3, D300 or even a D90 would just brighten my world of photography IF ONLY i get them on my hands, new external flash, lens, and probably OR hopefully a website of my own on photography, meeting clients and expectations etcetc. And from there just hopefully a great porftfolio would just emerge from my own hands of creativity and passion. sheesh talking like a pro, I just hope to meet the next level, Freelance/intermediate since im still an amateur. my sister told me she's going to Tokyo next week, and there i go,"!@#$%". She's grateful she's working in NorthWest Airlines. And that's actually her own holiday. I hope i get some souvenirs. just got into some sites, neweracap.com, bbcicecream.com and kicksonfire.com;

Ice Cream. ya, you can lick it.

This pair of Supras

IRONMAN!

Batman in Blue

Classic Spidey

Black And Blue Spidey

This pair of SBs, plain.

May be on hiatus for about two/three weeks? due to mugging*

& OH! a response to AHCMED FARIHIN's post on time lapse photography. Video below made by my cousin on his journey from Ang Mo Kio to Jalan Kayu, LIKE TRULY INSPIRATIONAL, I WANNA LEARN THAT! oh, this was taken from his D300 while riding a bike, motorbike to be exact.

amk to jln kayu from Shahrul on Vimeo.

2009-04-21T20:10:00.003+08:00

Finally, a time to update. Today was okay. no english and malay periods today, had ssrp, since teachers were absent. then slept during chemistry and maths was as kecoh as everrrr. hahahaha, cos our main teacher was absent as well and Mdm Nurimah took over, a new teacher. Then it was F&N and had our test. Rate it at about 4/5 easy. Questions were straightforward as usual but i forgot some parts. Then, by 1.45, had to help carry tables and foods as there was Junior Show aft school where the freshmen are to display their creativity of art & design and visitors and teachers are to vote for the best. The F&N ppl, were opt to do the serving of food to visitors. and yeah, of cos we did steal some food. HEHEHOHO. food was okay. Then by 4.30 we rushed to the toilet to change for the 2.4km run. I HATE TODAY, just because of this LBP, pumping blood so hard, I cant even manage to breathe properly while running and felt so damn weak and giddy after the last round. I thought it was a great day since we left class early and had much laughters. Went home straight at arnd 6, got home & told my mum I didnt manage to do as well. Took my medicines, ate sweet & sour, and now im here but a little bit giddy still. Right, heard of Jess Delgado? She's gooood, nice vocals i mean.

watch this!A video for her little sister's birthdayy & listen to my blog song as well, both by her and AJ Rafael.

2009-04-13T21:28:00.003+08:00

hell, idk what to blog about now, my brain's kinda blank but i feel like i wna blog about my brother, who is sooooo LUCKY he got his friend, Guido(pronounced as Ghee-doh[no H sound] ), German-Malay, yes,he's mixed. My brother is lucky cos Guido can buy him anyth at anytime, shoes, caps, tees. He even paid my brother's airline ticket to Bintan once, and they are planning to go to Philippines and Japan this coming May and June. But the quite latest gift he got was that Guido paid tickets to go for the N.E.R.D concert some time ago. like hell yes, im jealous. They wore the same tee, different color and guess what? Pharrell Williams of N.E.R.D caught my brother alone standing on the chair with his tee(Pharrell's apparel company, BBC aka Billionaire Boys Club) and called him up to the stage and join the fun alongside Pharrell and his crew. Then, Guido got called up next and then a few more audience were called up. Dont believe me? i can show you the videos, pictures. My brother wearing a white tee, purple cap, quite noticeable though. alright, look below^^ :

(my brother's UNGLAM boxer shot)

(Guido and him,people say me & my brother look alike^^

(spot my brother in 5.15,jumping around like monkey,he's the first one to be called up by Pharrell)

(spot my brother in purple cap, white tee in 0.25 seconds, dancing like monkey on bottom left & sorry for the sound quality,it's due to the loud bass))

2009-04-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT? THE SALE IS OFF FOR NOW. let me repeat, THE SALE IS OFF FOR NOW.

will update on it later and i mean laterrrrrr.

shattered to pieces,for sale

2009-04-12T17:46:00.008+08:00

im not in the mood to blog but im just gna blog about what im gna do in the next 5 minutes. Saturday,turned out to be an enjoyable day, creepy yet confusing. nvmd, a sigma UWA lens shattered(that was not mine) to pieces and to recover the money, im gna sell off my D50 equipped with a 18-55mm lens, a telephoto lens, MF-S DX 55-200, Sunpak flash, additional battery and Kingston SD 1GB . comes with a black bag(not Nikon's) and an amateur tripod. im selling it off at $830, usual price is $1390. with manuals as well. interested? leave yr e-add at my tagboard

(the body equipped with a 18-55mm lens)

(the telephoto lens)

i guess i have to stop chasing my dream, it's shattered as well.

2009-04-07T20:12:00.006+08:00

Alright, its been quite a long time since ive updated. im updating now cos there's photos that has to be send/copy&paste. anw,im just gna start with the today. so i had maths test and i would rate it 7/10 in terms of the difficulty. then i had F&N practical(yeah i cook), cooked three dishes and managed to do in time. the dishes looked okay,colorful, but i know it can still be improved. like heck care ah. with shoutings and stuff from the teacher, i got really annoyed which i really cant bear and i just roll my eyes on her.TRAGIC. like seriously, you dont have to shout in the ears when you can actually just say it nicely and properly. irritating. im just psyched about this photo contest themed Reflection, thanks to ahmad who pointed out the poster on monday. due date is on 24th April, open to all primary schools, secondary schools, junior colleges and Millenia Institutes. Winner photographs will be exhibit on National Geographic Museum at Vivo City. those interested, just tag and i'll update the website here cos i cant recall what was it. so yeahh. & to my dear friends, Ef Eeq(some random name,haha,quite lame,but nvmd^^)! i may need your help in thisssss^^ so now let's move on to these photos dated on 3rd of April last week. went to SBG again but with myraaaa and shanny botany,hahahaha :D

To Rynn

2009-03-31T17:45:00.006+08:00

Rynn, im feeling like regretful. I dint mean it abt the "hell" thing and "i dont wna see your face agn". i was just too mad that this is occuring to us, me,fa and you. im sorry rynn, i really am. cos i realised youre a friend that i can count on as well besides ahmad. I cant really forgive myself right now, i made a terrible mistake by using harsh words to you, my own bestfriend. i am guilty and now, i guess youre thinking like "glad you know". i was touched when you post our photos of fa,me and you. I seriously feel terrible. and a friend like you is impossible to find. im not gna give up again, to retrieve you as our bestfriend again. we, fa, syq and me, miss you rynn. we really do. im sorry agn for the harsh words rynn. idc whether its gna be awkward or weird if we're back together but i know we'll feel happy. i want you back just like how we were as a clique before, it's never too late to make changes cos i believe we can, and we will.

im on my toes

2009-03-30T17:52:00.005+08:00

ugh, why do i feel so depressed,

why am i suddenly being pressed?

IDK, now for a chocolate bar?

i'd say yes.

i feel pressured,

idk, whether it's good or bad,

it's all still assured,

that you're outta my head.

Just got back from soccer match between the Express and the NA of sec four. I only made it till half-time and i cant focus in the game attentively cos uhmm, my heart failed on me again, making me having the difficulty to breathe. My heart was pumping fast, kinda vigorously though. Ugghhh, i really hate this. yeah, told the others i really cannot make it for the whole match. i just sat down somewhere near the canteen and took out my boots slowly and in that second, i was feeling ominous. Thoughts like "should i just "retire" from soccer because of this?" and, "why am i the one having these problems?", came racing into my mind . idk why, but this is scaring me. i know i have strength to help people, but i really dont have much strength to just bring myself up. Headache and kinda drowsy now, cos i just took my medicine. But these people below like an en famille, never fail to cheer me up with hilarious jokes and funny ideas. & these photos are me showing my gratitude to them, all edited of photos from Family Day.

meaningful treasures of my life

2009-03-28T20:01:00.004+08:00

First & foremost, i just wna apologize to these ppl on the left. You guys made my life happier with laughters and surprises. The pm on my msn yesterday, it seriously dint refer to you guys. I know ive text you in the morning just now, apologizing but i still feel uneasy,terrible. I just dont know what to say abt you ppl. it's indescribable, cos you guys mean alot to me. i just love you ppl^^ and my pm was referring to ex-friend,who gave up entirely on her own friends(including me) & has a NEW-fucking-bunch of friends, that made me pissed off. like im still veryvery pissed off till now, yes, that bad.tsk, like !@#$%%$#$%^*^&^!@# knn laaaaah!ugggghhhhh!okay just forget abt it, i'll feel better someday or sometime. so now, so im just gna post abt the rest of the day. actually, today was boring. lights are off now, as im voting for Earth, the precious, fragile planet. alright,im bored. this post totally goes to them^^

2009-03-17T16:23:00.012+08:00

March 14th, marks the day with full of excitement, laughters, happiness yet vengeful due to an incident in the middle of enjoying the day. T.E.K, a clique bringing humour and noise to our everyday lives. They brought life, like a story with full of exclamation marks. They have the verisimilitude from their bottom of their their heart, as I know. It was Family Day, an event to improve the bonding between us schoolmates and celebrating the school's 30th Anni. right, im tired of typing, move on to the pictures! They're the top 45 most exclusive pictures(wiggles eyebrows) Happy viewing!

yeah,i love making faces.

Qama's babyface(HAHA) i added the glow in this.

The 3 Musketeers(HAHA:D)

im like dancing in a Hindi movie-.-

Ahmad, reach for the sun

I love this photo of 3

evelyn rooooars!erin swings!ezzaty's high face(nyeahaha)

Go girrrllss!

just like in a studio with a poster behind

My mum say he's hanselm.seriously

Edward Cutlet

Ahmad's the Man

Ahmad's Angels(HAHAHAHA)

Giving their best faces

Ezzaty's vainglory

You know, I knowwww..

This too!you know,i know...

She's constipating

Sardine

Rocker-starer

She's on the bench(get it?)

Mr.Lai

Our MOM,Mother of Maths, Mrs Ong(serious vainglory)

Geog teacherrr

What can i say?They're in love(added glowing effect as their a couple)

Discipline Master

Social Studies

Megaaaannn!

Eve, Jeff and Billy(HAHAHA)

we're a class(sorry for the lil gap on the left,lazy to chop it off)

Walking Home

Still wallking home

again,i love making faces

beach,shooting.

2009-01-27T15:59:00.004+08:00

Friday;

school was okay,no celebrations of CNY. yeah,pretty much suck. so aft school,went home,tired,played some games,forced to follow mum to plaza sing to change the cable tv to hubstation. got the news that on saturday morning will be heading for a-one-day-stay-holiday at malaysia. then went to toa payoh to pay my sister's laptop monthly bills & my father fetched us & home sweet home. ate dinner, packed my stuffs & otp with myra.

Saturday;

woke up like 5.30 morning,showered & evrth & all set to go. once almost reached tuas immigration, it was jam like fcuk.& it took us like 3 hours?had breakfast at i-dont-know-where & head off to air papan,went to some resort.parents went for lunch while me & the others sleep for a while & went for a swim & at nearby pool.okay,for dinner,it took us a long time to actually settle at a reastaurant/coffeshop to eat.first restaurant,was so fcuking windy!syiok i tell you! & my cousin shouted for a drink,"apple juice panas satu!"(HAHAHAHA), & a waiter came back to him & asked,"ni nak apple panas ke sejuk?".*inside joke* but then we had to move to another restaurant/coffeshop sinnce the previous has not much food. finally,we settle at some coffeshop,still windy & i ordered for two drinks, teh tarik & apple juice.the food there was awesomeee! & we had our dinner at arnd 11 close to 12,& went back to the resort & slept.

Sunday;

woke up in the morning like 9 plus,showered & evrth,had a short swim at both the beach & pool. then at 11 went back to change & me & my cousin,headed for some photography shooting. learnt some new stuff of extension tube for a 50mm lens,which is for macro photography, & i scored good shoots, i got to use his 10-20mm lens,wide-angled,syiok i tell you. then by 12.30 or so packed up,head off for lunch at Kuantan & then home sweet home,singapore.

now let the pictures do the talking;

(used the Sigma 10-20mm lens)

(Sigma 10-20mm lens)

(Nikon's 50mm with extension tube)

alright,im done,& tomorrow's school again-.-

The Open House Day(yeah,i gt no title for it)

2009-01-18T19:31:00.008+08:00

So, on 17th, which was on the saturdaaay,went to NAFA & La Salle with Myra & her friends. The day also marks our 7th month(smiles all overrr)hahaha.& really had a great time,laughing.hahaha,so now, let the pictures do the talking since im lazy to type :D

& oh,my noobie face-.- ;

2009-01-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

seriously,i dont know what's on my mind right now, all i know is; the pair of adidas soccer boots that im getting from my cousin. he said it costs above 200?so im like "GYEEAAAH!" okay, let's talk abt something else. okay,the picture above,i keep gazing cos i set it as my desktop picture. NYAHAHAHA. credits to shann for this well-done job. i say, she's talented. so okay, moving on, so my brother got his tickets alrd on some concert/show on the B-boys from korea. like seriously, he's lucky he got his gf buying the tix for him. tsktsk. i hope i can go too. Nyahahaha. soooo, i cant wait for chinese new yeaaar. not bcos of the celebration but bcos of my brother's bonus that he's getting. WOOOOOHOOOO or whaat? im gna get my bag,new kicks. && speaking of kicks Air Max is getting common with the mats, like fcuking seriously irritating. & I HATE THINGS GETTING COMMON. especially with the mats. & now im thinking about the ice cream myra's been talking about. sounds really deliciousssss. & tmr is a laaate-startt mondaaaayyy!

2009-01-06T18:32:00.002+08:00

resolutions,oh resolutions!

i know im kinda late for this,but yaaah;

-enjoy life

-i wana be with her,care for her,work it out with our ups & downs

-the fun with friends

err,yeah,thats all.

'08 was a blast!i found her,bonding with friends pretty much improved.the fun was indescribable!

im out of words,so im gna end heeeere,enjoy your '09, readers!(yaaaa,i know this post is boring,well,my blog IS pretty boring,much to say,& that was a drawing for her^^but it's incompleeete)

2008-12-30T20:01:00.002+08:00

i'm myra, updating. picture too bright. he's now in australia with his parents on his father's business trip and he will be back in three weeks.

my everythaaaaaangg

2008-12-22T20:53:00.003+08:00

(this is a sunrise,not a sunset,shot taken at punggol,worth waking up early in the morning)

girl theres no one that gets me the way that you do
i just cant explain it theres something bout you
that gets my emotions all tangled inside
no matter how i try
i just cannot hide
what i feel when you simply walk past my way
when you smile it shines bright and you make my day
i sit here all alone thinking about you day and night
girl to me it feels so right

i just want you close
coz you make me smile
i just cannot get you off my mind
with each kiss
you blow me away
and without you i think id go crazy
for your love i would do anything
coz to me ...you are my everything

boy theres no one that gets me the way that you could
i just cant explain it theres something you do
the stars shine much brighter when im with you
and when you kiss my lips
i feel so brand new
boy you always know when im feeling down
and you know how to turn my frown upside down
all the cute things you do simply tickle my heart
boy we’ll never be apart

i just want you close
coz you make me smile
i just cannot get you off my mind
with each kiss
you blow me away
and without you i think id go crazy
for your love i would do anything
coz to me ...you are my everything

all my dreams have come true when you walked in my life
it seems so unreal im so glad that youre mine
im so glad to be yours its too good to be true
but i know this is real and that i love you

i just want you close
coz you make me smile
i just cannot get you off my mind
with each kiss
you blow me away
and without you i think id go crazy
for your love i would do anything
coz to me ...you are my everything

i miss you so much

2008-12-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

17-12-08

our 6th month baby!^^ but sadly youre overseas:(

i feel so alone. but your late night texts keeps me happy & relieved that youre still safe. i miss you so much & i love you so much. you make me happy these days, & everytime. you made my eyes wide open, to know what life is. you've done so much, i love you for that. & i'll always love for who you are,my dear. :D

2008-12-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

so, today went out with Myra to SBG. went out to SBG last thurs with rynn, farihin & evelyn for another so called photoshoot. turns out great but the weather seems to be mad at us, maybe? about today, it's gonna be an unforgettable day, as i actually did bake chocolate chip cookies & gave her a card that i drew cos she's off to KL on friday.(only god knows how much im gna miss her) the picture above was taken aft the trip. look at her eyes, the only pair of those that i adore. & the flower that i picked for her, what can i say? she look pretty damn good. cute. hahaha. im gna miss you Myra :/ i love you so much, kentot. hahahahaha, k tak kentot.^^

The Red Clique

2008-12-09T12:40:00.002+08:00

i wna cancel out what i said on the previous post abt my friends, since it's just my feelings. these 8 humans,my friends, are pretty amazing when it comes to making jokes for entertainment. somehow, they do get on my nerves, just sometimes(not musa,rynn & syqah). as they sometimes like to gossip & stuff behind my back. but WHO CARES. just one word for them, AWESOME. farihin, evelyn, rynn, musaa, syqah, qamarul, erin & ezzaty, 8 awesome friends in this red dot we call Home^^ I love having you guys around.

2008-12-06T23:25:00.004+08:00

i feel useless

i feel hopeless

i feel like i got no friends

i feel like dying

i feel like..

im losing her when i really dont want to. i dont know why im behaving this way. i really loved her. so much. the only person who understands me the most,is her. im sorry. although my mood's kinda off, of what she said, i know my heart, will only stay on her.

& only she knows that im suffering from something.

Though I broke my promise and your trust,

My love for you remains as strong as ever.

I know it must mean little to swear never

Again to break my word, and yet I must.

What else can I do? Your fury's just,

But all my world will darken if you sever

My heart from yours. Please wait, and I'll endeavor

To blow new life into this mound of dust.

All that you require of me I'll do

And more, if what you ask leaves room for more.

Thus time will heal this wound and leave no scar.

Since I now know the pain of losing you,

I'll be yours more than I could before,

And you will see what my true feelings are.

2008-11-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

to SBG with myra tmr!^^

Saturday=photoshoot for them,calling themselves The Everyday Kids!

gaaaah,holidays still sucks.

-..-

2008-11-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

baby,this is for you,sang by AJ Rafael called Starlit Nights

ILOVEYOU

starlit nights
they keep me looking at your starlit eyes
the way the stars impact your crazy mind
it makes me leave everything behind

look above
these foolish stars think they can set the mood
but theyre not as stupid as you think
they do it right they shine the night so bright

oh the stars that shine are ever brilliant
it makes my heart feel so resilient
and im not lyin hear the silence

i never knew that it would be so great
listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
and yeah i dont know what to do
when we walk out of sight
except to look at all the stars on this amazing night

starlit nights
they keep me looking at your charming eyes
the way the stars impact your crazy mind
it makes me leave everything behind

maybe now
we can open up our minds to see
and realize the things we didnt know
please dont pass go
just watch the everglow with me

i never knew that it would be so great
listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
and yeah i dont know what to do
when we walk out of sight
except to look at all the stars on this amazing night

i never knew that it would be so grand
listen to the comets soar while you are holding my hand
and yeah i dont know what to do
when we walk out of sight
except to look at all the stars on this amazing night

2008-11-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

PhotoOfTheDay:[spottheinsect]

icannotusemyspacebar-.-

iwannagoout.

imissmyraaaaaa,BADLY.

iwanthernow.

iwantthephotoshootforthem.

holiday'sboring.

butstill,quiteokay,noschool.

fakes.

2008-11-07T23:43:00.001+08:00

fakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfuckingfakesfakesfakes

fakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakes

fakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesyoufuckingfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakes

fakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakesfakes

get it?"i dont know you" people.

BOREDOM

2008-11-07T16:17:00.001+08:00

bite me?

im bored, & i miss myraaaaa.

2008-11-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myrai'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myrai'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra i'm myra

i love this noob

2008-10-12T01:26:00.001+08:00

he just sent me this picture.

HEHHHHHH, D300(his) on my hands andd D50 around my neck.

2008-10-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

Save Mother Earth

Wizard of Ooze

had a photography trip with my cousin, the guy who i was talking about in the last few posts. took awesome pictures. & oh, i dint get the D60 but instead D50. im just glad that he chose for me this camera. hari raya pics are not with me, they are boring though, the awesome ones are with him.so yaaa.

anw,EXAMS ARE OVERRRR.Good. alright im done and bored. Meeeeraaahhzxzx(myra) <3>

Chiaozxzxzxzxz.

2008-09-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming! Major exams are coming! Im really fed up with anyone ordering me to study & they kept emphasizing these words," exams are just around the corner!". How I wish I can just invent a time machine but this is for real, EXAMS. Looks like I just have to revise, study or whatever shit for me to maintain or improve my class position at 27/42. I just want these exams to end like a lightning bolt or just by snapping my fingers and BAM! I get good results class position at 15. HOW I WISH. At least, MAYBE, when I get good results I may get what I wanted. Sepatu kasut Nike dan sebuah kamera yang berjenama Nikon, model D60. Harga yang begitu berpatutan. HAAAAH. Alright, I'll translate, I may get a pair of Nike SB Zoom Air Harbor and a Nikon D60 kit. Gifts sincerely from my brother and my dad. Nyahaaaa, cant wait. Alright, so all the best to your exams as well, readers!(if you are having any exams lah)

& oh, below are the pictures. For the pair of Nike shoes, my brother told me to search the net for any colors that I like but I was indecisive but still Im gonna show it here & maybe you could help me out with the colors or something & so here they are ;

This is the boraque brown

This is the university blue

& this is the white/apple green (i pretty much prefer this but im still indecisive,haha)

This is the Nikon D60^^

so thats all,have a good night readers! & enjoy your tomorrow.

2008-09-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

PORK-GIRL!

nachoooooo..CHEEEEEEESE!

haha.mask rider 999!

...

lastly, my favourite..

...

.....

PORK-MAAAAN!

hahahhahaha,so, i had a great time at my aunts house,can finally do my project at peace,without my mum nagging every minute.(phew) I was bored halfway doing my project until my lil blur-like-sotong cousin came to me with his old swimming cap. The both yellow and blue ones in all the pictures. And so, i cut holes for the eyes and i wore it. i look stupid, but add a sunglass under it, and i get an alien(picture no.3). sorry for the quality of the images because i used my camera phone. Moving on, lastly, the PORK-man, it was my idea that made my cousin laugh till he wna go to the toilet. so yaa, i think thats it. Myraa went to her grandmum's house,idky. so she has to study,do homework there and everything. boooo,she cant go online..i think.haha, im thirsty.okay, i wanna go get some fruit punch. and start strumming Thunder by boys like girls. It's the start of A Sunset Silhouette. goodnight readers!

2008-09-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

im soo bored. with nothing to do at home,entertainment sucks except computer and sketchbook. a cool,breezy morning at first to now, a hot,humid day. ive been dreaming about having a band lately, calling ourselves 'A Sunset Silhouette'. i got the name from the word ASS.haha,okay,not funny.alright moving on, i dont know what i wanna be.i mean if there's the band. either guitarist,vocalist,drummer or both guitarist and vocalist. the thing is, i cant play the drums that well, nor the guitar nor even singing. this sucks when you dont know what you wanna be. i was inspired by The Script and also the story of my cousin and his friends planning to have a band. Here's how the story goes, Shahrul Azmi(my cousin), and his friends have been talking in school about having a band. it was when i know that they were serious about music and actually opened a studio in his room. using pillows and a huge blanket or some sort of comforter, as soundproofs. the minute they start playing, i knew they have a future ahead of them. they were all equally talented. But then, a few years later(which happened last year), the band actually call it quits. Although they were on their seperate ways,they still travel together, spending time as usual friends,close friends. my cousin now, is a professional photographer.Go check his website at Shahrulazmi.com or flickr.com. For flickr.com, you have to type in 'input_output' to get to his profile/photostream. there, you can find amazing,spectacular photos of strobists,landscapes,flesh and more. i'd say he is SUPERBLY talented, he can draw,take superb photographs,play both the drums and guitar and even play soccer. one thing hate about him being a professional photographer is that he can get free/VIP passes to concerts, gigs, any such events easily. He is now the crew photographer by the local band By Definition. Yes, the band which entered some contest and were broadcasted on national tv. He,too, designs for the band's album cover. he designed some cool t-shirts which is now for sale at Far East Plaza. He is my true inspiration. I wanna be like him one day and lately he has been my mentor for photography,telling me the do's and don't's. i can now just BORROW his Nikon D70 for any special events as he got his hands on his new D300(Nikon). the price of that thing is like S$2,999. i dont know how the hell he got that money. but yeah, he's cool. i dont think you'd be reading this post,hahaha,cause its looong. anw,now ive found what i wanna be by just writing on this post, which is to be like him! a photographer. it takes time though,but i dont need to fork out money to buy those cool stuffs like Holga or the lomo-thing that teens like me desperate for nowadays.Cause he got it all! especially his fish-eye lens that i like to use. ok,im done here.i'll post more tomorrow cause the mad scientist just brought his blog back!

tata readers.

2008-09-06T04:55:00.000+08:00

hey blog readers!its like 5.07AM & i cant sleep. chatting with cherraay now. boring maayyyn. baby's asleep. can hear her snore from my house. OK TAK. hahahaha,okay bubbye.just a short post^^

2008-09-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

okay,its been long because of internet connection.okay no,i was lazy.okay actually its both. hahaha, this is gna be a boring,short post.so,this sucks.lets just post abt my birthday that has just passed by.23rd August. ahhh,i dont receive much presents,which was okay.at least people wished me.so yaaa,got a "surprise" cake the day before.i knew it 2 or 3 days before by their whispering and looking at me with a look 'dont tell him'. it was easily noticed.but they knew that i knew about their surprise the day before.so okay im bored.there are some things going on in school that i hate and i dont wish to type it here. something fishy i guess. okay,happy celebrating the Ramadan month,muslim people! ok,im done

2008-06-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

alright,today's like thursday & ive not been updating.so i'll update now about this week.

what a BORING week it has beeeeeeeeen.

urrrrrrgh.cant go out on monday with those heroic friends of mine cos of money.shithole. I totally hate this week.HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.

with a boring mind on a boring week, decided to go to aunt's house on monday after "shit,i got no money to go out with a blank ez-link" by bike.yeah,by bike,since ZERO DOLLARS on ez-link. but the distance of from my house to my aunt's house is not that bad i tell you.

so, cycled there, & i wore the black paramore tee,yeah, i know,on a hot day with a black tee?i know i was dumb at that moment. SO I SWEAT.pffft. but good though, cause im exercising since its holidays anyway. reached around 0330. it was kinda unbelievable cause it took me like 15 mins to reach?yeah,around that time.

once reached, switched on the fan to full blast & i felt like it was heaven & like i was floating.

Monday's a bore, Tuesday as well but Wednesday was quite okay because of a soccer match between my school & Effa's,Springfield. I told her to come the night before so that we can meet or smtg. butbut with my sweaty jersey & all?haha

moving on,on thats day,the B div. lost 2-0 to Springfield but the C div. won 2-1. it's just a friendly match anyway.who cares.had fun on that day.

let's move on to Thursday,which is today. so todaytodaytoday was a bore.onlined at 3?but no fun people was online for exapmle,Myra. Myra Scott had to go to a course from 0830 to 6?i think. so yeah,boringboringboring.cherry & sue wasn't online either. but she(Myra) texted me at 5 plus?hahahha,i was effing bored then she text.nyehehehhe,then i felt alive.dont ask why cause i dont know why either.

so now it's like 9.50,logged on & there alot of people onlining but still,i was bored. then Myra onlined,wooohooo!chatchat but she's damn tired after the course so she might be goingg of reaaal soon. :(

so,now im in the oh-so-fucked-up-boring mood with Firdhaus,my lil cousin who kept irritating me by poking me.-___-

alright till here readers.gooodnight & enjoy your NIGHTMARE.